Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Life has been good.
Went for 2 massages in 5 days with pekpek while mum & dad were away in China.
Eating well too..
Been browsing through lots of spree websites and thinking if I should start being a spree organizer since I love buying stuff from US so much..
If I start, would anyone support me?

Saturday, April 05, 2008

I shall not cry.
I will be strong.

I love you.
Goodbye.
What's new?
Nothing.
Spent the entire day rotting away at home trying to find people to go out with at night. But ended up rotting at home. How sad.

At least someone decided to leave work to meet me at last.
He made up for it by doing what he does best (or rather, the only way he knew how).



$6USD for 4 pieces! I still prefer truffles though (but I can't complain, can I?)
Apparently he got it from the army/navy market at where he was depolyed.
Interesting about this place is that you pay in SGD and get change in USD! Hmmm...
I'd rather have more of you than more of your gifts.


Watched "The Bucket List" at Vivocity.
Was a nice show. Damn funny!


Saw the trailer for the upcoming movie "Get Smart". It was hilarious! I think my boyfriend abit slow. While everyone in the cinema was laughing, he only started to do so around 2-3 seconds after it was over. OMG. He's really really old liao.


Things are okay I guess... For now.
I hope it stays this way.

Thursday, April 03, 2008


PeiShan bought me that mouse for Christmas last year. So I bought her a pig in return! They are the "cookie buddies". Just that my mouse turned a little blue due to some lousy fabric staining it after it spent some time in a lousy pouch during one of my holiday trips.


Life is boring these days. It's either school or home. I can't remember when was the last time I went out shopping. Guess that's just the life of a loner. Health wise isn't exactly going well too. I've lost count of the number of times I suffered from the "LS syndrome".
Period sucks too. Dizzy spells, cold sweat and every girl's enemy - cramps.


Was looking through my pictures in my handphone and realised that I haven't been cam whoring for a very long time. That's new.
Been playing with nails quite often though. Trying to better my skills at fixing on crystals. Previous few attempts weren't nice upclose, too many glue runs which lead to blotches on close scrutiny. This is the latest attempt...

Not very clear I know, it's french manicure base. Pretty?


On a not so happy note. I don't know what's going on anymore. It seems that everything is falling apart. I'm going insane. I don't know myself anymore. I feel insecure. Love completes, but destroys you too. Just as I was feeling that things were getting better, more stabilized, everything is gone in an instant. The devastation, I'm not sure I know how to deal with it. Uncertainty. Am I at fault? Are you at fault? Or is it that we just have to learn to stop blaming each other, trying to push the blame around? We're too alike in many ways, too different in many ways too... I don't know. *sighz*

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Today is a stupid lousy fucked up day.

Had class from 10am - 5pm yet again.
Everyone around PeiShan and I had the full set of notes - we didn't.
An entire chapter was missing from the handout that we took. Can you imagine? One whole chapter not included. The people that prepared our handouts can miss out one whole chapter? What is wrong with them?

We were not allowed to leave the lecture room till break time, which was like 90mins later. 90mins being totally lost and desperately trying to scribble down notes while reading the projections and trying to listen and make sense of what the lecturer was explaining about.
During the break I headed out to exchange my defective notes for new sets for the girls. Didn't return theirs as they've written stuff down.

Idiotic woman insisted that we had to return all the notes to take new copies. What bullshit is that? Due to some people being incompetent enough to miss out a chapter of notes intended for such an important revision class, we had to suffer for 90mins, scribble notes everywhere out of desperation. And you're telling me that we need to return those notes with precious additional information back so that we can have what we SHOULD have gotten in the first place? Heck! She didn't even apologise out of courteously, still got the cheek to DEMAND for those papers back?

I SAW RED!

The lecturer who sat in for our class came out, asked what was the matter.
Couldn't take it anymore and just told him straight up that due to the defective notes we were given, we had to suffer for 90mins. What has not been touched has been returned, written on it still have to return?
He was really really nice to apologise.
While walking away, we heard the nice lecturer asking the stupid woman why are there defective notes. The stupid woman whined in defense, "no lah, not defective..."

SHIT YOU WOMAN. Not defective is what? One whole fucking chapter missing you call this not defective? Please go eat shit and die.


Lunch was sucky. Had Nasi Lemak at the canteen. The fish smelled and tasted horrible. Got the "chao seng" smell, if you get what I mean. Chicken wings were cold and tasteless too. Did I mention that it costs $4?


As usual, when I'm waiting for the stupid bus and not smoking, I'd end up waiting 30-40mins for it to come. When I do smoke, it comes immediately. Next bus was a good 35min long wait. Ridiculous considering that the bus journey between home and school was only 15mins, 20min tops.


And now?
By right, I am supposed to meet the boyfriend like, now.
But where is he?
In Malaysia. Went there early this morning, driving up to Batu Pahut (duno how to spell lah) in view of Qing Ming to shao mu. Was told that he'd be back by 5pm.
I got an SMS from him saying that he's reaching the customs at 6pm.
I got a call from him at 6.40, saying that he's staying there for dinner before heading back.

WHAT ABOUT ME?
FUCK LAH. Still say eat dinner together. Eat there eat finish come back what time? Sure jam like fuck. Still say meet me later and bring me go eat? Eat what shit? Like can fly back over. Like customs very fast after what has happened. No need to meet liao lor.

To think that after neglecting me for an entire fucking week coz of his work, after telling me time and time again that he's coming out but didn't. I understand work is work, but not like need to work until girlfriend who also forget right? Don't message him, won't message me. Don't call him, won't call me.

Now tell me eat already then come back?
Tell me that knock off early from work tomorrow?

FORGET IT.
Like I am supposed to believe when I already know that the day before his deployment he is super busy.
I'm sick and tired of empty promises and false hopes.
I'M NOT HERE TO WAIT ON YOU 24/7.
CHEEBYE.

.fucking sunday.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I can't believe I just did it!

Maths class from 10am - 5pm @ Namly, then back to campus for Stats class from 7pm - 10pm.
It's crazy! It's the first time I stayed in school till it's dark. Not to mention, attended lectures for such along hours in a day - especially when they are hard subjects. But I did it! Darn proud of myself for that. *grins*

Mum was pretty shocked when I told her about the long hours, after which she immediately said, "GO AND SLEEP!" despite it being only 11pm.

Anyways, nothing much to update.
My life has took a turn for boredom, except for the past few days of coz....
Past few days were crazy. Was pretty sick, threw up, had diarrhoea, migranes, etc.
Argh!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

This week was a lousy week.
I stayed at home rotting away and munching on junk food almost every single day.
It was pouring non stop... Just made me curl up in bed and dozed in and out of sleep throughout the day...

As usual, when I'm bored, I play with my nails!

3 colors - pink, silver, purple

Because of the cheapo purple nail polish that I am using (got from Sasa at only $3) it's been only few days and it is chipping off. Just gonna stick to using it for marbling practice from now on. OPI still the best.

Anyway, check THIS OUT. Just something I saw while surfing.

Went to Arab Street today. Cafe Le Claire!
They changed the decor a little and added a new friend to the room too!

*meowwww*

Meowmeow watching BooBoo play game

Went home early coz BooBoo is sick! Hope he gets well soon.
We are going Batam next week! Yeahhh!
I seriously need to tan... Becoming so fair... PUI

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Was supposed to meet PeiShan and Sheryl today, but the rain just didn't want to stop. I absolutely H-A-T-E leaving my house on rainy days. So I ended up staying at home. (Sorry girls!!!!)

After many months of wanting to try the food from Botak Jones, a new outlet pop-ed up at the coffee shop which was 2 blocks away from my place. Dad called as usual, asking if I was at home and that if I needed him to get dinner back.
I literally screamed into the phone, "Steak from Botak Jones!!"

I think my dad is hoping to get me fat so that my bf will dump me. Either choose from 200g or 300g slab of ribeye...
He got me 300g

It wasn't perfect, but it was good enough for the price of $20. Needless to mention, this is by far the best hawker steak I've had.

Dad's Cajun Chicken

Didn't really like the chicken though. But then again, maybe I'm just a beef person.

Had my first attempt at water marbling today...

Didn't really turn out very nice.

But I won't give up!

Monday, March 10, 2008

Went for IT fair at Suntec today. Nearly died!!
It was so crowded that we had trouble getting into the convention center from the inner links. Had to use the main entrance instead.
There were 4 levels, level 4 was the worst. Thankfully I brought my big handbag along, used it to shield myself and to push those irritating buggers that kept pushing me. TMD. See I short nice to push izzit? There was this auntie that kept pushing and jabbing my ass when the crowd wasn't moving at all. Are this type of people stupid or blind?

The boyfriend and I got external harddisks today. 120GB at $109 with 5 years warranty.


Very tempted to get a new digital camera. Casio Exlim series too (current cam is also Casio Exlim). It's PINK, costs less than $400, looks uber cute and is small!
There's another that is less than $500, even slimmer. No pink, only red.
Much cheaper as compared to the red Sony Cybershot I've been eyeing lor! Maybe can seriously consider buying...

Anyways, after squeezing our way outta there we headed to Marina Square where my BooBoo got me a new dress again...


Fell in love with this dress the moment I slipped it on. Wanted to buy it myself but BooBoo say is his 18th month's present to me! So bo xim, what date is it liao.. Also didn't wish me on the actual day *grumble*


(I know I'm not your ideal perfect girlfriend, definitely do not have the sweetest temperament, nor do bother to control the frequency of my cussing and swearing.
I know we always bicker and fight, ever so often end up shouting and screaming at each other and yes, it has taken a toll on our relationship and at times we have thoughts of giving up.
But that does not mean that I love you less.

I love you - a hell lot, perhaps more than I know how to show you.
Happy 18 months.)

Friday, March 07, 2008

Went Vivocity today and watched this show:
My jaw was half opened almost throughout the whole show. Go catch it people.


Anyway, I'm here to bitch about something. Pekpek and I were super disgusted by an incident.

After lunch, we were outside Vivo smoking. Being quite far away from the entrance, it was kinda weird when this guy in long sleeved shirt and pants, walked towards us and started smoking relatively close to us while facing me. Considering the fact that the whole damn fucking outdoor space so big and empty with so many bins around, why here of all places?

I made a comment to my bf.
me: "so weird"
pekpek: "ya lor"

Nevermind that, maybe he just happened to want to stand there, but I decided to switch places with the boyfriend anyways cause I felt queasy about it. Thought nothing of it and continued chatting with my bf.

After a few seconds, the guy walked to the side, facing me again!
Nevermind, still can tahan. I turn again lor! My Pekpek glared at him with his dulan look.
Guess what happened?

HE WALKED TO ANOTHER SPOT, FACING ME AGAIN!!!
(-____-!!!)

TAMADE. SIBEI GAOWEI LAH!
I faster change direction again and told my bf, "duno what he trying to do".
Pekpek was super irritated at this point of time and decided that we should walk to the bins nearer to the entrance of Vivo. We were definitely not expecting what happened next.

THE GUY FOLLOWED!!!!! KNN!
We quickly disposed our ciggys and went into the mall, both of us took a look behind and saw that he was standing where we stood before we came in, LOOKING AT US.
YYUUCCCCKKKKSSSSSS!!!!!

Then my stupid bf wanted to go toilet which is beside Bakerzinn, which is in full view of that stupid fucker, and my stupid bf said, "skali later you come out from toilet you see him standing here waiting for you."
Wan liew!!! Super duper tamade sibei gaowei!! This type of boyfriend also have.

While in the toilet, I seriously considered the possibilities of what my bf said. I mean, I turn he turn. We walk he walk. We go toilet he looking. POSSIBLE LOR.
So I took my own bloody sweet time so that my bf would be outside waiting for me. Normally my bf would wander around the place once he's out, but this time he stood directly outside waiting. The moment I walked close to him he said, "HE IS REALLY OUTSIDE!" *faint*

Pekpek told me that he saw him following a girl to the toilet area while shamelessly ogling at her, the girl walk how fast he walk how fast. When I heard this, I cannot take it anymore. As we walked out, I saw that he was standing outside as though he was waiting for someone in the toilet. I raised my voice while talking to Pekpek as we were walking pass, "Wah liew, how come so disgusting one? Sick leh!"



CAN THIS TYPE OF SICK WEIRDOS JUST DIE?
Grossed out.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

May I present to you my most recent purchase that I'm damn proud of.

Now all my accessories are spared from being dumped all over the place!


My latest obsession is with nail art. I was sourcing the web for the color chart for OPI's latest India series when I chanced upon this new (apparently) nail art technique called "marbling".

Damn chio right?
Goodness.
According to this website it seems too easy to be true.
Will blog again once I experiment with it when my current nail color starts chipping.


Haven't been taking much photos recently. Partially because I seem to have no life these days, partially because I haven't been blogging for so long.

I damn pissed by the escape of Mas Selamat. Because of his escape I won't be going Bangkok on the 13th. Because of his escape I might not even be going anymore!
It's like what, almost a week since his escape?
Stupid stupid stupid!
They better have a good explanation as to how he managed to escape.

i want my bangkok trip

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Backtrack to Valentine's Day.
Celebrated with dinner at Indochine followed by some super boring, draggy, sucky korean movie.
Not forgetting my gift!
It was unexpected, but something that I'm actually looking to get for myself. Just that I was eyeing Coach.
Nevertheless, I love my bf!



Wednesday, February 20, 2008

KL pics are in. Well, at least most of it.

On the bus

Go-Karting

Biggest go-kart course I've ever seen

I duno what is this - hotdog sandwich?

KL's Zouk
Picture perfect shot with twin towers and full moon right smack in the middle

The bf's gang.
My BooBoo is the most good looking!

A very drunk birthday boy

So drunk that he can't look straight...

That he needs his buddy's help to look at the camera!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Bangkok Trip

Day 1 : Bangkok, here we come!

Things were super draggy at Bangkok's immigration gates.
Plus the transfer service actually picks up people from different hotels at one go before heading off from the airport. By the time we reached our hotel it was so late.
Dumped our stuff in the rooms and headed out to change money at MBK, walked around a little and called it an early night. One day gone just like that. TAMADE.

Our only tuktuk picture for the trip

Decorations outside Siam Square

Yes I know, smoking kills.

Limited Edition Dunhill Ciggys

BooBoo's shitty taste cigar

This is how it looks inside

Day 2 : Shopping!

Walked to the train station after breakfast to make our way down to Chatuchak for shopping!

Look like the ones we have back home!

Once upon a time, we were using cards like these...


While waiting for the train, we looked around the station and saw...

* So many cars!
Just how do they get out when they're parked like that?


It was terribly hot. Bought a few T-shirts and items for my parents. Pekpek was frowning most of the time. I was also kinda du-lan with the heat after awhile. After a few hours we decided to head back to the hotel to wash up and leave our stuff back at the hotel before heading out for food.

Stupid old man.
See I take so many things never help, only take photo!

Siam square for dinner

When in Thailand...
YOU MUST EAT AT "FIJI JAPANESE RESTAURANT" AT LEAST ONCE.
We had a feast!


Gave up searching the area for a good massage place so we headed back to our hotel for the MOST DISGUSTING AND UNHYGIENIC massage I've ever had in my life!
Here's why:

1) It was done at some shops which is localed at our hotel lobby area, and our hotel is sucky.
2) We did a full body Thai massage (please notice full body).
3) We had been out shopping for the past 7-8hours (we're dirty, smelly, sticky).
4) THE MASSAGE STARTED BY THEM MASSAGING OUT FEET
5) WE WEREN'T GIVEN ANY BASINS TO WASH OUR FEET PRIOR TO THAT
6) OUR FEET WERE ALL DIRTY AND SMELLY
7) THEY EVENTUALLY MASSAGED OUR HEADS AND YES, TOUCHING THE FACE
8) THE WHOLE MASSAGING PROCESS WAS DONE WITHOUT THEM WASHING HANDS AFTER MASSAGING OUT FEET

Now you see?
I'm not spoilt, IT IS A FACT that it is disgusting.
Thankfully the bathroom was only a few floors up.


Day 2 : Shopping!

Same thing as the day before, went to Chatuchak and eventually went back to wash up before heading out for food. Went back to Central Festival were we had lunch.
When in Thailand, you MUST eat at "The Pizza Company".

A happy old man

View from where we were seated


We had another feast!


We were walking around and we saw some interesting figurine models just outside the restaurant and we started goofing around.


Headed to Suan Lum Night Bazaar for more shopping and we had our dinner there as well before heading back to hotel to change up and for clubbing before flying back the next day.

Monday, February 04, 2008

It's been a long tiring week...
I'm so tired...
My heart ached so badly, seeing him so sad. I feel helpless not being able to do anything, only to stay by his side and help him with stuff.
Though he does not show it often, I hope he is seriously alright.

Since I've been back I have been rushing to help out with the cleaning.
Mum's back at work, Dad's just plain lazy.
So many things to do.
SO MANY THINGS TO DO.
I've cleaned till my fingers and arms ache.
I've used up 4 pairs of disposable gloves within 2 days.

God send my family some money so that we can hire a part-time cleaning auntie.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Bangkok trip pics not in.
KL trip pics also not in.

ANGRY.

At this rate I will never get to update my blog... *grumbles curses and swears*

Life in boring with CNY around the corner. Lots of baking, cleaning, etc.
Hate cleaning. Why can't we just get a part time maid?
Then we would'nt have to work out asses off just to get it cleaned before CNY eve.

Why oh why?