Today is a stupid lousy fucked up day.
Had class from 10am - 5pm yet again.
Everyone around PeiShan and I had the full set of notes - we didn't.
An entire chapter was missing from the handout that we took. Can you imagine? One whole chapter not included. The people that prepared our handouts can miss out one whole chapter? What is wrong with them?
We were not allowed to leave the lecture room till break time, which was like 90mins later. 90mins being totally lost and desperately trying to scribble down notes while reading the projections and trying to listen and make sense of what the lecturer was explaining about.
During the break I headed out to exchange my defective notes for new sets for the girls. Didn't return theirs as they've written stuff down.
Idiotic woman insisted that we had to return all the notes to take new copies. What bullshit is that? Due to some people being incompetent enough to miss out a chapter of notes intended for such an important revision class, we had to suffer for 90mins, scribble notes everywhere out of desperation. And you're telling me that we need to return those notes with precious additional information back so that we can have what we SHOULD have gotten in the first place? Heck! She didn't even apologise out of courteously, still got the cheek to DEMAND for those papers back?
I SAW RED!
The lecturer who sat in for our class came out, asked what was the matter.
Couldn't take it anymore and just told him straight up that due to the defective notes we were given, we had to suffer for 90mins. What has not been touched has been returned, written on it still have to return?
He was really really nice to apologise.
While walking away, we heard the nice lecturer asking the stupid woman why are there defective notes. The stupid woman whined in defense, "no lah, not defective..."
SHIT YOU WOMAN. Not defective is what? One whole fucking chapter missing you call this not defective? Please go eat shit and die.
Lunch was sucky. Had Nasi Lemak at the canteen. The fish smelled and tasted horrible. Got the "chao seng" smell, if you get what I mean. Chicken wings were cold and tasteless too. Did I mention that it costs $4?
As usual, when I'm waiting for the stupid bus and not smoking, I'd end up waiting 30-40mins for it to come. When I do smoke, it comes immediately. Next bus was a good 35min long wait. Ridiculous considering that the bus journey between home and school was only 15mins, 20min tops.
And now?
By right, I am supposed to meet the boyfriend like, now.
But where is he?
In Malaysia. Went there early this morning, driving up to Batu Pahut (duno how to spell lah) in view of Qing Ming to shao mu. Was told that he'd be back by 5pm.
I got an SMS from him saying that he's reaching the customs at 6pm.
I got a call from him at 6.40, saying that he's staying there for dinner before heading back.
WHAT ABOUT ME?
FUCK LAH. Still say eat dinner together. Eat there eat finish come back what time? Sure jam like fuck. Still say meet me later and bring me go eat? Eat what shit? Like can fly back over. Like customs very fast after what has happened. No need to meet liao lor.
To think that after neglecting me for an entire fucking week coz of his work, after telling me time and time again that he's coming out but didn't. I understand work is work, but not like need to work until girlfriend who also forget right? Don't message him, won't message me. Don't call him, won't call me.
Now tell me eat already then come back?
Tell me that knock off early from work tomorrow?
FORGET IT.
Like I am supposed to believe when I already know that the day before his deployment he is super busy.
I'm sick and tired of empty promises and false hopes.I'M NOT HERE TO WAIT ON YOU 24/7.CHEEBYE.
.fucking sunday.